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Particles to Pearls

by Mike Ward: Psychosongs

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1.
Time 03:35
Little hand’s on the five…big hand’s on the ten Face we learn to recognize…to be where, by when It can improve some wine…heal many wounds It can fly by so fast…and be gone far too soon CHORUS: The pendulum swings ticking time, oh time Catches up sooner or later with no rewind Before it’s up it can wear us down If we knew where to look could there be more to be found? Carbon to diamonds…particles to pearls Seeds into sequoias…astral dust into worlds Measures of life…unwritten histories The marching on…of seconds and centuries CHORUS: The hourglass sands sifting time, oh time Catches up sooner or later body and mind Before it’s up it can wear us down If we knew where to look could there be more to be found? Early to bed…early to rise Forging ahead…falling behind Can we stop the clock…re-start the ride Take back the stolen…and keep a little on our side CHORUS: The sun chasing shadows across time, oh time Catches up sooner or later to yours and mine Before it’s up it can wear us down If we knew where to look could there be more to be found? If we knew where to look could there be more to be found? If we knew where to look could there be more to be found?
2.
No hugs or high fives No hand taking a hand Only what we say with our eyes Across this silent span In times of tragedy, we said “There are no words” Now it’s all we have To comfort and reassure CHORUS: All we have are words Clichés and simple prayers All we have are words Ours and theirs To make our feelings heard All we have are words No fingers through hair No slaps on the back Wiping away the tears… Tickling toes Or riding horsey-back Through windows and doors In joy and grief Of mine and yours It’s testing all we believe… CHORUS BREAK: Can’t breathe a single one or even eat some Be at a loss for any or be a man of few or many Take them out of your mouth Mince them or mark them The ones exchanged or passed or uttered as our last CHORUS
3.
Broken 04:25
Had broken teeth and broken strings Had no more song left to sing On the road since seventy six Playing mostly for drinks and tips Drove a beat up old blue chevy van Slept in the back on some bags of sand From El Paso up to Estes Park He took his time making his musical mark CHORUS: And you could hear him sing… I can’t turn water into wine turn left when I shoulda turned right I could turn the other cheek Turn myself in for being weak Get the hell out of my own head And make my peace, where I make my bed …where I make my bed An awkward man never got close to anyone Lyrics told the tale of a life on the run Fell for Rita who deserved much more Than a tired old truck stop troubadour Who sang Willie, Waylon and some Buck Owens When the going got tough that’s when he got goin’ Never forget the words to any song Couldn’t remember what street he lived on CHORUS Two packs a day, cheap case of beer He was running out of minutes, hours and years Found him face down his lips were frozen blue It was his final show at the Red Horseshoe CHORUS
4.
Back Again 04:04
CHORUS: Look into the photographs All the pieces of our past Look at all the time we spent All the days that came and went Look into the eyes we share Crooked teeth and greased back hair Our faces shone so brightly then Why can’t we can’t get those days back again…back again VERSE: Who were we to ask for more? What was the change we were hoping for? And what did we really have to say? Was the world gonna listen to us anyway? CHORUS VERSE: Polaroids. Black and white snap shots Who made it through and who did not? Where did it all go? Did we get anywhere? Or are we still stuck between here and there? BREAK: Frozen stares. A few angry glares It was a time of innocence Silly grins. Yeah, a few shenanigans Long gone ever since CHORUS
5.
Was it in a bottle or a much deeper dive? Sleepin’ it off, keepin’ barely alive Lies i told you, lies I told myself Hopelessly lost. Resistant to help Stolen credit cards, stolen trust All for a couple grams worth of empty rush Glance in the mirror scars hide the guilt Spurned every warning burned every bridge I ever built CHORUS: I walk each day with a stone in my shoe A reminder of the pain I had put you through I think of each time I let you down It should be me…six feet in the ground It should be me…six feet in the ground My darkness spread like an oil spill Demons took me in of my own free will Yeah it should be me gone far too soon It should be you sipping wine under the moon CHORUS BRIDGE: Where do I hide… when there’s no tears left to cry You brought me here unconditionally Sacrificed, fed and clothed me I’m still here, not sure why or for how long I’ll try to make it right, undo some of my wrong CHORUS
6.
Want to tell my story Don’t know where to begin Want to change my future And the shape that I am in The doubt and fear that grips me I beg for its release To gather my shortcomings Oh and make them history CHORUS: Oh Let love lead the way I follow though my feet may stray Through hurt and pain loss and gain Let our love… lead the way…lead the way Open on the table My heart and soul exposed Weakness may have led me here Now your strength has taken hold You can piece me back together Even if I’m missing parts Wrap your love around me Oh, til sunrise breaks the dark CHORUS: Oh Let love lead the way I follow til all my debts are paid Through prayer and pain loss and gain Let our love lead the way… lead the way… lead the way…lead the way Oh Let love lead the way I follow on the path we’ve laid Through hurt and pain loss and gain…let our love… Through broken hearts and false starts …let our love Through prayer and pain loss and gain Let our love lead the way
7.
You’re in every line and every stanza Kind of like a love bonanza A kissing hugging extravaganza I could fill verse after verse Both forward and reverse For better or for worse Across these 40 years And all these changing gears Life filled with joy and tears… CHORUS: Our love takes a lot work Takes a lot of work We like the perks A Love like ours takes a lot work 16 thousand 21 days Since we met each other’s gaze You set my heart ablaze Still never time enough When push comes to shove To show the depth of my love I live for your touch and your glance But apologize in advance For the crazy way I dance…
 CHORUS Sometimes I keep you out too late Somedays I don’t communicate On occasion I hesitate Yeah but if I had more I’d want to give you even more Good thing nobody’s keeping score When we met my life was a mess I’m so glad that you said yes I am most certainly blessed CHORUS: Our love takes a lot work Takes a lot of work We like the perks A love like ours takes a lot work Takes a lot of work Dinner and dessert A love like ours takes a lot work Takes a lot of work, takes a lot of work A love like ours takes a lot work
8.
Letting Go 04:03
How did you manage to even laugh? Cook a dinner, sing a song, teach a class? With no protective armor or leaden shield On this unfamiliar family battlefield Day after Christmas, sixty five Mustang full of boys on a little joy ride If you could travel back in time you’d never let him leave Spent seventy years learning how a mother grieves 
CHORUS: Letting go getting past No one told you how long this would last An uphill battle, the fall back down He was your hidden scar til the day you went home The hole left in your heart til the day you went home As I lay my hands on your tired feet I’m reminded at some point we’re all set free From this aching pain life accumulates and the knowledge you have that no one escapes CHORUS BRIDGE You were our rock. Where did you find the will? Defined by the details of that night so still A family gets what a family needs, held together by a string of rosary beads 
CHORUS
9.
Well he wakes up at night on the floor next to his bed With a cut on his arm, and lump on his head Blanket is wrapped and tangled around his neck You can hear him yelling “Boy, I’ll fight you instead” Then sometimes he swears a dog sits in his room Breathing right on his face, in the light of the moon Or he’s battling rats, from under his sheets Keeps him awake, fills his darkest dreams CHORUS: He ain’t' ready to leave. He ain’t' ready to go He’s just wrestling… he’s just wresting with ghosts…wrestling with ghosts He puts dinner on the table for my mom and him She doesn’t answer when he calls out again and again He makes a report, when policemen show We have to remind him she died ten years ago CHORUS Nightmares so real they tore at his pounding heart He told me dealing with loss, that’s the hardest part Haunted by death of two kids and a wife He found comfort in letters and cards later in his life Well at ninety five his body finally gave in Went to be with my mom, and the rest of his kin His stories still live, in the back of our minds We’ll hear them again on the other side CHORUS: Still he wasn’t ready to leave. He wasn’t ready to go But he’s done wrestling….done wrestling …. No, he wasn’t ready to leave. He wasn’t ready to go But he’s done wrestling….he’s done wrestling ….with ghosts… wrestling with ghosts
10.
Fraying fabric in the wind Inhale, exhale then again Chirping from the wires and trees Breaking out in purples and greens Creaks of aging wooden floors Carpeted footsteps in corridors Silence breaks a siren calls Echo on these old deaf walls CHORUS: Sure is quiet here today It’s quiet here today No work and no play It’s quiet here today…Sure is quiet here today The muffled pounding of progress Gloved and masked as we pass Stare into deserted stores Lapping waves on lonely shores A ghost town is now revealed Isolated, while we heal Steam rises from every rooftop The sun arrives with no time clock CHORUS: Sure is quiet here today It’s quiet here today At home we’re gonna stay Sure is quiet here today Sure is quiet here today It’s quiet here today No work and no play Sure is quiet here today Sure is quiet here today It’s quiet here today We bow our heads and pray Sure is quiet here today. It’s quiet here today
11.
Not Today 04:08
She stood on the corner in the dirty melting snow Said every day above is better than one below She wore a tan fur coat and an almost silk black skirt Who would argue with the wisdom of her words Every day we learn more about who we really are The sharpness of each cut. The dullness of each scar Her eyes tell a story that we can’t really know Every day above is better than one below CHORUS: We go our way…we go our way…we go about our day…sometimes we look the other way…but not today, not today Digging ourselves out of an avalanche Every day we breathe is better than one we can’t And every day of firsts is better than our last Of finding a future we’re not looking past CHORUS Life is a burden every day we lift The slamming of each door the pounding of each fist The simple reason we pick our head up off the pillow Every day above is better than one below CHORUS X2
12.
Let them be loved. Let them be held Let them have feelings so completely felt To be shown kindness. Have shoulders to lean upon Let them find comfort today and beyond CHORUS: Let them be loved…Let them be loved…Ohh let them be loved Let them keep secrets …deeply held beliefs To ride on the wind and tame the seas Let them open up another one’s eyes Let them be the sunlight in someone else’s sky CHORUS: Let them be loved…Let them be loved…Ohh let them be loved BREAK: Let their pain be our pain Their doubts wash away Their burdens be lifted And their voice be true and never sway Let them learn lessons to let others in To know when they get knocked down, they can get back up again Let them be heroes. To see the unseen Let them help others to dream their dreams CHORUS: Let them be loved…Let them be loved…Ohh let them be loved Let them be loved…Let them be loved…Ohh let them be loved

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During the lock down of 2020, Mike was challenged to write 30 songs in 30 days. This sparked a year of fresh ideas and now Mike has emerged with a 12-song album titled, “Particles to Pearls”, was released June 3, 2022. This album examines life through the pandemic lens, the pain of loss, the redemptive power of love and the elusiveness of time.

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released June 3, 2022

Mike Ward: Lead vocal & Acoustic guitar all tracks

Backing vocals (5,8,9,10)

David Roof: Bass or Stand up bass (1-12) Electric guitar (2,4,6,11) Piano (1,8,10,12) Hammond organ (4,6,9)

Michael Shimmin: Percussion (1,2,4,6,11)
David Keeney: Lap Steel (3,5) Backing vocals (3)
Aaron Markovitz: Archtop guitar (7) Mandolin (7,9) Fender Jazzmaster (9)
Lucy Little: Violin (8,10,12)

Emilia Ward: Backing vocals (1,4,6,10,12)

Amy Petty: Backing vocals (2,11)

Alison & Tessa Wiercioch: Backing vocals (4,12)

Judy Brown: Backing vocals (6,7)

Kyle Rasche: Backing vocals (1)

Produced, Engineered and Mixed by David Roof
Recorded at Rooftop Recordings, Grand Blanc, MI

Mastered by Jim Kissling at Jim Kissling Mastering, Ferndale, MI

Cover Art by Dave Toennies, Ton-Yes Design, Hamtramck, MI

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Lyrically-centric, vocally-charged folk songs. Those are what singer-songwriter Mike Ward loves to create. Living in Detroit, Mike grew up listening to Irish music. Influences are Jason Isbell, Bruce Springsteen and John Prine. His writing echoes along empty sidewalks, on country backroads, in family portraits, and in the thin lines between joy and tragedy, love and loss, past, present and future. ... more

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